hello everyone !!! it’s mikey . i need to give a little update on my life and why i’ve been gone for so long , and also talk about my plans for the site’s future . it's a little heavy , i'm sorry .
i turned 19 in june !!! this site also turned 3 years old . i really wanted to do something for it . sorry i never got around to it .
as i’ve talked about before , i’ve recently moved across the country and started university (recently being february). i've made some lovely friends and find enjoyment in some things , but my life has changed a lot in the past year . i've not been equipped for it . i’m on the other side of a romantic relationship of which made me have to seek medical help on multiple occasions . i'm kind of terrified to leave my dorm most days . my mental health has worsened . this has left me drained of energy . i can’t make time for myself . i’ve had to push art , coding and the internet to the side , which has made me even sadder . i’m also currently entirely unmedicated for my bpd cause nothing in my life is fair and doctors treat me like an experiment . good things rarely happen to me , so im becoming more and more paranoid of the neutral or normal , its killing me .
that's not to say things aren't looking up! i've actually just found myself a really lovely little flat and im hoping the future is brighter...
i miss neocities a lot , i want to create more , i want to code more , i want to spend more time on my website . i really appreciate the community here and the creativity it allows me . i’d like to say i’m back from hiatus , we’ll see how true that ends up being .
i’m going to be working on the site again . it’ll probably start quite slowly . i want to add more of my own art as elements on the site , but i’m almost incapable of drawing anything at the moment , between my workload and my inability to surface from my blankets most days .
also , i intend to share stuff from the webcomic i’ve been working on for a while soon . i hope you'll enjoy it .
i’m so tired , but i’m going to try harder , ok ?
thankyou for all your support
bandaid91 (mikey)